It's Me, Aini!


I'm Thinking..I'm Thinking.


Thursday, April 29, 2010 ; 1:04:00 PM

You dont know how stress am i not getting a job yet..

I already went through lots and lots of interview and none a success..

Im broke financially..

I need to pay up my bills..

I need to pay up my laptop..

and many more..

I keep on trying and pray to Allah so that one day i could secure a job..because i cant go on and on to finish up my parents money right..haiyo..





Friday, April 23, 2010 ; 4:11:00 PM

I did remember once u said that i should thank her. The reason being, because of her both of us meet and be with each other.

Hey girls out there..tell me, if your beloved boyfriend said that to you..what will be your reaction and comment?

As for me..I was super hurt..I dont know why..but that's what i feel..And I dont know why we seems to be arguing with each other nowadays..

U should understand my situation right now..its not easy to go out as and when i wanted to. I got chores to clear...babies to take care..and sometimes i dont have cash to go out..and that's the reason why i decided to stay at home. Its not that I dont want to meet you or what..
You were mad when i told you that I have to go back earlier for our tomorrow outing.. I have to take care of my nephew that's why..haix..

I really hope you understand what I'm going through now..and if not..haix..





Thursday, April 22, 2010 ; 12:58:00 PM

GFs Night
It have been quite sometime we girls have not spend our time together since our last outing to KL..So we meet again..

In the Morning both Me and Faezah went to Holland V for some acting shoot. Not being a real actress but just an extra..haha..*extra pun got money ok..haha..

Then in the Afternoon, went to Marinah's crib before we went for our dinner at Seoul Garden Takashimaya..wow..We ate quite alot..Especially Faezah who was actually craving for the brownies..haha..We had lots of jokes to laugh at..

Next up, to Orchard Central Rooftop for some phototaking. It was soo not us without camwhoring..haha..so ya, you guys should what happen up there..camwhoring like hell..

It was about 9 in the evening, and we decided to go for KARAOKE..We went to Cuppage Plaza for that session..We really had fun down there..Sing to our lungs out..haha..

So it's about midnight, and we off back home..took the last train to Ang Mo Kio and bus back home...

What an outing..I enjoy it soo much..

Guess what, we shared the same secret..haha..

Pictures uploaded into my Multiply.





Monday, April 19, 2010 ; 1:23:00 PM

Alhamdulilah..The event run smoothly as it was planned..haha..

Photos are still uploading down in my multiply..

Yesterday , those aunties and uncles, pakcik and makciks kept asking me about studies..and bla bla..i have to repeat the same thing to th0se who keep on asking..

"ade yang da tanye dia tanye lagi..tak ke irritating tu?" WADUH!!!

But its ok..i will be getting a job soon and will be starting soon too..Atleast better than sit at home doing nothing other than eating and rotting..hehee..


I wanna love you.
I wanna be with you.
I wanna go away with you.
In an island with you.
Just you..
MUACKS!





Saturday, April 17, 2010 ; 1:40:00 PM

Let Allah decide everything,
Let Allah decide with whom I will be with,
Let Allah decide who is my partner,
Let Allah answer our questions my dear.
Maybe you or maybe other strangers..

Because I dont have the answer to your questions
and because I will be waiting for you till the time comes..
I will..





Friday, April 16, 2010 ; 9:34:00 PM

I never want to leave you dear.

If i wanted to I have already did quite sometime ago..

Because I love you with all of my heart that's why i stay by your side..

Eventhough there at times where i feel useless when im with you..

I dont know whether your family still want me to be part of them..

Since what i heard from your grandma, it seems that she dont want me to be part of them..haix..it's very painful with all those words..

Memang aku cinta,
Memang aku sayang,
Namun aku serahkan semua ini kepada yg berkuasa,
Jika memang kita dijodohkan bersama,
Kemana pergi akan bertemu juga..
Insya Allah..





Tuesday, April 13, 2010 ; 10:19:00 PM

Life's super hard when u got no jobs in hand. and even no CASH!! hmm...For those who are working will find it unfair as they have to work and i can just stay at home or even go out whenever i want..oh man..they were super wrong ok..

It's very stressful. You have to think about your future and what you want to do next. I went for an interview yesterday morning and was hoping that i could secure my place there, but I dont know..Till now,i have not yet received any calls from them..

I came back from geylang with mum and my sisters with the kids not to forget..and i went to Jamiyah Business Schools to take a look...It looks interesting..they offer this diploma in hospitality management for about $5000 and i only need to come down for the lessons twice a week which is on tue and thur..isnt that great?

Text my supervisor,Kak Fizah, and ask for her opinion, and she suggested for me to try MDIS. I have checked the website but i couldnt find the course fees.. i wanted to compare..which one is better..because the fees is important...as i have to bare the fee on my own..so ya..

MDIS or Jamiyah Business School????

I miss you soo much..
I wanted to hug u as tight as i could..
I started to love you again..
Love you my dear..





Sunday, April 11, 2010 ; 5:49:00 PM

I dont think you guys still care about the friendship that we had last time. The time that we all support each other, hold on to each others shoulder..but now...no comment..

I woke up in the morning and waited Fareez's family to pick me up before proceed to sepak takraw federation to meet with the brothers..I was told they were having this inter-comp..so as a friend, i came down to give my support..

I was kinda disappointed that they dont give a damn at all..I dont mind if you guys wouldnt want to say thank you but atleast cant you talk to me? They just left fareez and me like that and i was rather shocked with their action. I told Fareez that i wouldnt coming down to their place to watch them play or even give them my support..They DONT DESERVE MY SUPPORT AT ALL!!!

So please, next time dont ever asked about me to fareez..because i know in the first place you guys dont even care..So just go to hell with all those chalet or birthday pit thingy..i wouldnt even want to celebrate my birthday with those who dont appreciate their friendship at all..

I would rather spend my time at work in the future or even at home with the kids rather than with you guys..budak2 takde masa depan..buang masa je..!!!!!





Thursday, April 8, 2010 ; 10:29:00 PM

Class chalet was ok..

I was lucky that abang was kind enough to sent and pick me up from the chalet before and after work...thanx abang..

Got to meet my besties..Miss them super much..haha..Get to try Nani's bike with Ahmad..he can be a good racer..haha..biasa bro.. :)

Just came back from Sentosa with my dear.. we had lots of fun out there..met xin ni and her friends too..haha..

Receive a call from AsiaMalls due to my online application recently..will be going there for an interview at Hougang Mall this monday..wish me luck ok guys..

I have already started missing you.
and how i wish u were here always..
by myside..






Monday, April 5, 2010 ; 10:58:00 AM

Im kinda happy this morning..and i dont know what's the reason behind it..haha..gile kan..makan salah ubat agaknye..hehe..

Still searching for job online..and some recommendations from the people around me..

Yesterday, I watched Macam2 Aznil with my mum, and I laughed my ass out..haha..It have been quite sometime I didnt laughed like this since I ended my internship..haha..

And even I laughed like a mad woman when i watched K-NITE in the afternoon..I sang..i danced with nobody business..haha..

Bile nak gi karaoke ni..mcm da excited gile babi..hahaha..

Going for class chalet tomorrow and overnite for one nite with them..i miss them soo much..!!

Lunch with SOR besties later on..





Friday, April 2, 2010 ; 12:59:00 PM

Despite of being upset with the results that i had yesterday..As for now i have to think what will be my next step..

Yes, my mind was blank at that upon of time but then, i have to move on..Life has to move on..right..

My sis recommended me to work with her at IRAS..so ya, im applying now..

To my friends who got a place into poly, congrats!!..Work hard play smart!!hahaha..

k..going off for a walk with my sister..

I think i shall go for another holiday on my own..





Thursday, April 1, 2010 ; 2:04:00 PM

the news was under my expectation...I have already give my all during the whole of two years course..but it was such a painful that i couldnt get into any poly..what the hell...





; 11:11:00 AM

Its all over now..

The three of us have already completed our 6 months of attachment..
It's a great journey to be part of the Ascott group for the past 6 months..Lots of things i have learn throughout these journey. The journey that brings me to a maturity of life. haha..The friendship, the teamwork, the stress, the laughter, jokes and everything was a useful and great one..I don't have any regrets in joining them again if i were to join them again in coming future..They were like my second family. How i wish i could stay a little longer with them..gonna miss them..for sure..hehe :)

For the past 6 months, each time i woke up in the morning, i will feel excited and looking forward to work but now, when i woke up, i got nothing to do after that..boring la..

Now i will be like a part time maid at home because mum have given me the task to take care of the babies..Syaurah and Shahrul..alah..jaga baby ni..no hal ah..hehee..

Excited for the results that will be coming out this coming afternoon at 2pm..really hope that i could got a place into poly..hmm..and i hope i could further with that..Insya Allah..

Pictures taken yesterday will be uploaded in my multiply..
in the process of uploading now..
Enjoys..










Know Me
Nur Aini Sarkani
19 May 1990 is when i see the world Attached to Muhd Fareez

Loves!
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