Tuesday, March 27, 2012 ; 8:36:00 AM
Sometimes I wonder that if we want to proceed with the next step andget to marriage life its easy but actually it wasnt.
Things that have happened to me recently make me wonder how hard it is. I almost gave up to think about it as it makes me too stress that i almost fall a sick..
Yes i know that both of us are still young but cant we just go for a plan. No harm right planning for our own future.. Yes I know parents want the best for their kids but why pressuring them and not to talk nicely to them, i dont think it will work out. Parents should sit down together and talk to their kids about life, marriage and so for. From there we will be able to understand each other.. But not my family, i just feel that im all alone down here.. Dad have its own stand, mum too.. Siblings being supportive but still the same as dad. I just dont understand, in the first place they were fine..planning together with me but not now..
Therefore i have decided that to get engage once after his national service and i dont wish to think about that for now..i just want to enjoy my life to the fullest and would not want to think about marriage.. let it be as what Allah's plan..
Dear Allah,
If we are meant to be together, do give us some strength of love and full of patience for us to go through all this.. Guide us to the right path of yours. Bless us with love and happiness and hope that our love is strong enough. I would like him to be my only lover for the rest of my life.
Oh Allah,
I wish that both my parents will get back together like it used to be... I miss looking at them talking to each other, joking to each other and i wish that they could understand each other in order to raise the kids. Ijust feel like i am stranger in the house of my own family... Bring them together, soften their heart.. and guide them to jannah.. I do love them but hate them to be this way..
Tuesday, March 13, 2012 ; 8:17:00 PM
Today, really makes my day..
I passed my TP with 14 pointers.
I am going to wear that baju for my engagement..
Really cant wait for my engagement coming jun..
I thanked god that without him, all this things wont happen..
Insya Allah, the event will takes place in jun..
Sunday, March 11, 2012 ; 11:07:00 PM
Yes.. i know its 2012.. and quite something i have not update my blog.
This year,i hope the best for me.. getting engage soon is a no joke.. getting serious and settling down with your love ones really makes you feel excited..
Treasure them
Love them..
